tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-91578712778975904012012-02-15T23:43:59.947-08:00NiiCkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03063296021666539553noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9157871277897590401.post-72781762013039506972009-11-06T18:44:00.000-08:002009-11-06T18:53:12.696-08:00i officially declaring dis blog dead...<br /><br />dead as if it's inside me ya...<br /><br />juz dun feel like anything d...<br /><br />juz lost all the confidence i held in the previous 10 years...<br /><br />not even a single one left... mood = figure it our urself<br /><br />dis blog will b permanently dead...<br /><br />i juz hate dis world...<br /><br />i hate everything...<br /><br />i hate everyone for each of deir own reasons... except u ba...<br /><br />i even hate myself... irony ah??<br /><br />haiz...<br /><br />let's see how can i fare wif my spm... n the rest of my life...<br /><br />ytd... already 6 hrs...<br /><br />4 hrs of it... 2 hrs of it b4 falling exhaustingly to bed...<br /><br />lost everything ya...<br /><br />now look at it... death isn't a bad thing... life's a hell right now....<br /><br />i lost the self i m the past 6 months.... the happier times...<br /><br />u will nt see the happy me anytime soon... i really lost it now...<br /><br />eyes blink also pain... jaws also wan move pain... nose reder than tt day...<br /><br />aikz... how's it is? idk...<br /><br />one piece?? two?? three?? a dozens?? hundreds?? millions?? dun know<br /><br />juz dun feel right... alone... cold... piss... angry... sad...<br /><br />watever it is.. dun dun dun n DUN i stress... dun disturb me...<br /><br />i only wanna see one person.. only wanna talk to one person...<br /><br />u all know who the person is... if it's not u... i will ignore...<br /><br />thank you for all ur attention...<br /><br />n good bye....<br /><br />~nick~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9157871277897590401-7278176201303950697?l=ameandyouonly.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>NiiCkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03063296021666539553noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9157871277897590401.post-31898055831403708292009-11-06T18:30:00.001-08:002009-11-06T18:30:50.277-08:00001. Real Name : Nicholas Goh Hui Ming<br />002. Nickname(s) : nick, nicholas, fai ming<br />003. Age : 17 years n counting<br />004. Horoscope : aries<br />005. Gender : XY (male)<br />006. Elementary : 1st one i 4got, 2nd is tadika mestika<br />007. Primary School : SK (L) La Salle<br />008. Secondary School : SMK (L) Bukit Bintang (juz gradutate)<br />009. College : dun know yet<br />010. Hair Colour : black<br />011. Hair Length : not too short but still short... i hate dis hair<br />012. Loud Or Quiet : semi?<br />013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans<br />014. Phone or Camera : Phone<br />015. Health Freak : not really about myself.. others may b....<br />16. Drink or Smoke : neither tried drinking or smoking... drinking might try, smoking is a nono<br />017. Do you have a crush on someone : it turned to love?? =.=<br />018. Eat or Drink : eat wat?? drink wat?? b more specific zzzzz<br />019. Piercings : no<br />020. Tattoos : no<br />021. Social or Anti-Social : half half?<br />022. Righty or lefty : righty<br />023. First Piercing : no<br />024. First Relationship : Form5<br />025. First Best Friend : Jonathan<br />026. First Award : Top ten in std 1<br />027. First Kiss : for me to know, for u to find out<br />028. First Pet : no pets<br />029. First Big Vacation : Pulau Tioman<br />030. First love at first sight : once?<br />031. First Big Birthday : all family de<br />032. First Surgery : for me to know, for u TO NOT find out =.=<br />033. First sport you joined : football?<br />034. Orange or Apple juice : lemon<br />035. Rock or Rap : rock<br />036. Country or Screamo : Country<br />037. N-SYNC or Backstreet Boys : Backstreet Boys<br />038. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera : britney spears<br />039. Night or Day : nights<br />040. Sun or Moon : moon<br />041. TV or Internet : Internet<br />042. PlayStation or Xbox : none<br />043. Kiss or Hug : both<br />044. Iguana or Turtle : iguana will b cool<br />045. Spider or Bee : i hate insects<br />46. Fall or Spring : ahh???<br />047. Limewire or iTunes : iTunes<br />048. Soccer or Baseball : soccer<br />049. Eating : no appetite<br />050. Drinking : plain water<br />051. Excitement level : rock bttm<br />052. I'm about to : err... wat i did ytd..? tt's it<br />053. Listening to: sound of fan working<br />054. Plans for today: idle n at i did ytd...<br />055. Waiting for : for things to get bttr<br />056. Energy level : dun know<br />057. Thinking about someone : yupz.. hadn't i always?? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz<br />058. Want kids : if she wants it<br />059. Want to get married : most prob<br />060. When : depends<br />061. How many kids do you want : if want, max 2<br />062. Any name in mind : no planning<br />063. is missing (???) : u<br />092. Heaven : i dun mind is hell anyway... life now's a hell<br />093. When do you want to die : idc??<br />094. Tooth Fairy : no... fairy tales.. pui<br />095. Kiss on a first date : dunknow<br />096. Angels : angels of wat?? emo-ness??<br />097. Is there one person you want to be with right now : darn yes<br />098. Are you seriously happy with your life rite now : about one thing yes... rest i hate my life<br />099. Do you believe in God : not really<br />100. Will you post this as 100 truths and tag 10 people : idc, i juz do<br /><br />-chongsaikhong-<br />-allan-<br />-matthew chin-<br />-kailin-<br />-wayne-<br />-munwai-<br />-maddie-<br />-philip-<br />-jiaen-<br />-n anyone who wans to do.. idc-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9157871277897590401-3189805583140370829?l=ameandyouonly.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>NiiCkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03063296021666539553noreply@blogger.com0